Keepin up with my life? Haha you’re pathetic. Everybody wave 👋. BYE BITCH.
Don’t mistake my kindness for weakness.
I am kind to everyone, but when someone is unkind to me,
weak is not what you are going to remember about me.
Forgive others, not because they deserve forgiveness, but because you deserve peace.
This week I probably wont be able to post as much as I’d like to, cause school & work are so hectic right now its ridiculous -__- OH & my birthdaay! I’m so excited cause its both mine & my bff Alex’s birthday too! Shes probably one of the only reasons I love Cal Poly haha but GOODNIGHT my beloved tumbleee’s.
sidenote: that was completely useless. I’ve tried, I don’t beg though.
Disney day on friday :) I finally got to wear my hat!
Sometimes I wanna punch her in the face, but then hug her right after. I know you’re upset with me Ariel, but just know I love you.
Today I started to get those nasty hateful and horrible thoughts in my head about people again. The same damn people. I just dont understand how people can be so fake towards one another like that.. my old friends who I really did love & care for know exactly who they are cause I’ve said it to them, the rest FUCK EM. Seeing these people who use to HATE this girl wish her a happy birthday, or more like hear about it, boiled my blood. what happened to all that shit you talked? I will just never comprehend. I understand change of hearts, trust me I know. But thats just out of spite. It makes me want to go off and just blow up but I’ve made it THIS far. My therapist wouldnt be too happy with me -____- haha She’s told me to delete all social media, and I mean I deleted the most significant one but I refuse to delete the other even though I should. You see nothing but fake “friendships” and useless drama. Its annoying. I guess i just thought things would play out a little differently but its okay, sooner or later.
BUT ANYWAYS! my birthday is wednesday and im not as excited as i probably should be. 20 is so not a big deal -__- lets just skip a year!! :) ugh, but back to school now, FUN.